seriously...

i don't know what's gotten in to me lately.
i have lost complete control of myself.
is it the stress of the fast approaching holidays?
is it a mental disconnect?
is it just that i have too many excuses readily available?
is it my environment?
or is it time for me to accept responsibility for me
and admit that I am what has gotten in to me...
a little of my past self and her baggage.

out, out, damn self!